A KNIGHT IN SHINING £££ ECONOMIC PROOF VEST

I dreamt of my knight in shiningg armor.
The dream was so surreal.

Although it's been a week I can still recall his futures and character.

• We lay in each others arms.
• He wrapped his mascular arms arms around me.  He was tall, wore a gray  t-shirt with jeans. His feet wear bare and that appealed to me more.
• In his arms I felt his strength and felt secure. I felt empowered to be protected by him. Wrapped up in his strong protective arms, I felt warmth and at ease with my heart.

Now back to realism. The dream itself it a dream and a mirror reflection of my desires. The dream man is an idea and complements my wishes and desires.

As of last year, I've discovered that I am no longer, singing to Beyonce's tune of "Independent Women." As much as I have enjoyed that era, I am now starting to realise I could gladly put my career ladder shoes up. It's become a tough world, filled with territorial survival instincts.

I've discovered men within my age range are either going bold, with kids or do not meet the criteria.

 

I believed in being miss independent, in a relationship and out of relationship. Now as I reach my mid thirties, some prospects of my tick list of the ideal man are starting to shorten by the day. I no longer need a long tick list.

 

What matters now are the economical facts. I need and want an ambititious man, with a good profitable career. My boundaries are narrowing as the years go. A profitable career does mattter, social and economical  factors have dictated this. Therefore, I take my hat off to being miss independent.

The chapter of me saying, hunny I can support you while you pursue your lifes ambitions is gone- sorry guys. The princess hat is, this lady wants to be treated and pampered for all her hard grafting up the career ladder.

I now want  an  Adonis, who adorns himself with the a secure profitiable economic proof vest.