Little Angel

I feel you 

Now the winter has come, I know spring will soon come 

As spring comes around the corner, I begin to think of you 

A thought now and again crosses my mind and I wonder about you 

My angel your daddy dreamt about you before you were born

There he stood on a hot summers days in front of Italian shuttered windows and whispered in my ear 

He whispered lovingly about you, you my dear angel 

Once in a while, I think of what could have been 

 My tummy yearns for you once in while 

I often think about what a kick would have like; what a nudge of your feet pressing against my tummy would feel  

 You my little angel, I imagine you being a little boy 

Spring will soon come 

As spring arrives , I will once again begin to imagine you; oh little one looking up at me and reaching your little arms towards me - your words which I wish to hear, but can only imagine them;

Oh how I wish I could have held and heard you my little angel; 

I imagine you wearing a blue shirt and white shorts 

I imagine you my little angel with curly hair 

I imagine you my angel and what our world would have been like 

Little angel I feel you and continue to wonder .....