I WRITE

I write with no sense of direction of premeditated thoughts 

I could scribble, rub out and rewrite but choose to not do so, so as not to lose authenticity in the moment 

So I stubble at times loose my thought for a second only to pick up again 

At times, most times mispless oops misspell words just like now. For when I am caught in the moment of not wanting to lose my thought I write freely 

It a balancing act between predictive text and free flowing 

Now I wonder how many scribbles and rubs I would have if I had hand written this? 

To be quiet honest I am beginning to question the authenticity in typing for I have the freedom to go back and delete so easily; then I question is that authentic? 

Could my predictive texts if left untouched by me, spell out and articulate the true representation of me - perhaps not 

Authenticity lies in the fact I write what is felt in the moment in order to let go and be in tune with what's ticking within my heart 

I write line by line without a thought of going back to erase, what was written in the past, for that was me in that particular moment- so why erase? 

I write not to impress but for the freedom of expression 

I write to let go and in order to feel a sense of freedom and liberation 

I write for freedom of expression 

I write without worrying about grammar, punctuation or whatever else is considered the correct way of writing. Oh boy. " would my English Literature Lecturer, be ever so mad." 

Say's me with a smile, for I am free to write, just exactly how I feel 

Then you ask why post online

Ah, as a true test, a means for furthering true independence 

and freeing oneself from being self conscious

So I write