Life transcends our human existence, emphasizing the significance of being present in the 'Here and Now.' In my world, life's challenges resemble a surrealist painting. This blog space serves as our shared artistic canvas, confronting existential depths and navigating human experiences to foster understanding and connection, even in the midst of navigating through agonizing pain.
Saturday, 10 May 2014
In my life for over 30 years
You bathed me, clothed me and fed me.
You watched me grow from a baby, little, girl, into an argumentative teen, to a lady.
Then came the day, I started my new job. I walked down the street on a sunny day, full of joy and happiness.
I thought of you, as I walked every foot step. I thought this would be the opportunity to call you and share the good news with you.
As I got closer to the station, I visualised you and heard what your first words would sound like.
You would pick up the phone, and respond in a content tone, pleased to hear my news. You would enquire about the jobs specifics in your usual way of wanting to know the details
I would pick up the phone and be filled with joy
As I got closer and closer to the station, I reached for my phone
My hand dug deep into a deep dark hole in my coat pocket
A cold chilled circled through and around me. I awoke to reality. Your soul passed months ago and you were no longer in this world.
It is now two years and your 64th birthday is around the corner.
I sit here thinking you were in my life for over thirty years. I still cannot fathom life without you.
I ache and yearn for you endlessly. Continue to rest in peace dad
Love you for life until our souls reunite
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