4 Young Men

For the past couple of weeks, your steps have become closer and closer. Now you walk behind, beside and in front of me I feel you physically and emotionally prompting me and urging me We are in a speechless dialogue Our bloodlines bounds us to eternity I want to echo my emotions externally- but I am paralysed and my tongue is bound. I am stuck motionless Yet something else moves me It's the feeling It's the sensation of the closeness It's the seeing That only draws me much closer to you -... 4 young men There is a playful and cheeky nature to two of you that makes me laugh out loud as I walk to work You the third young man continuously laughs, as your piercing dimples protrude . I am yet again forced to smile as I walk down the street, and laugh with a fitting childhood giggle You the forth young man, attempts to be serious, yet at the same time can't be serious for long I am reminded of your boyish charm and tricks you boasted about during our childhood years Lately you all have walked every footstep I've walked You have followed me and reminded me every time I took a step forward that you were there and ever more present Days and now weeks have gone by Everyday starts the same I want to verbalise what I feel but my tongue is tied Yet I feel you, I visualise your presence I feel you nudging me, promoting me to wake up to you, and your presence, and your reason for being I feel your words and emotions without the need for interpretation I see you I walk with you, as you walk with me I am humbled and chilled, so much so to cause goose pimples to prick through my arms; for I have become astute to your presence You have prompted me to write this script The first prompt consisted of you urging me to no end- you willed me to write and visualise the following: (named people) ........ plus - I LOVE YOU ALL You prompted me again and again to visualise and write - the words I LOVE YOU ALL. I failed yet again to undertake this task on your behalf. Days went by and have gone by..... You still continue to urge me to the fact that you are ever more present than ever and need me to translate a message Now I fall to your will, for I love you ever more plus infinity By undertaking this task, I feel your presence may fade away. For my greed has guided me all the way to hold onto you for as long as I could. By undertaking this task, I am undertaking a great leap of faith You 4 young men are of a great force You have willed me to write and translate this dialogue into something tangible So what next Fred? Mike? Titi? and Edward? Will you continue to walk closely beside, behind and in front of me?