At a cross roads of a possible life changing experience. Some aspects of this life changing experience is being driven by me, the other by economical factors.
I feel a sense of freedom and free will to be. There is a sense of heightened freedom which comes with diving into unknown and unfamiliar territory. Also anxious levels of excitement, when in environments that entice interests. I am fully awake in moments which stimulate my life's ambitions. I am in awe of people who have achieved what I could potentially achieve for myself.
I consider my successors position as no more unique than mine. For they do not hold some superior power or knowledge that dominates or impedes on what I could achieve. Their presence oozes confidence followed by the 'I can do & be' attitude.
So what stops me?
Frequent discussions with friends nowadays consists of our plagued generation which is financially thirsty and deprived. We have lived beyond our means and now cemented in minimal resources. It now become a game of the survival of the fittest, with no life pleasures. Gone are the days of being able to be financially spontaneous and in being selective one's professional gratification. One's survival now becomes mastering the trickery in the maze of overcoming economic obstacles.
Our generation of hard workers have now become pessimistic, to the person in the suit. The person who attempts to deliver a lovely speech, "I achieved my life ambition or business with no money." You can hear the pin drop, as much as the our generation wants to be optimistic there unified lost hope.
I am a generation trapped by its creativity dying to bust out of it's financial constraints in order to BE.
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