Cardio-my-opathy

Cardi-MY-o-pathy?? Cardiomyopathy

I had to learn how to spell you, for your vocabulary or dialect did not exist in my world  

l learnt how to truly speak in tongue through you

Now I know you like the back of my hand

You existed in my world and crept in uninvited, without me knowing you ever existed 

You open the door and entered my world uninvited

If only you were like Dracula, I could have turned you away once you turned up at my door  

When you showed, you sure did turn up and wanted to me know against my will

You came screaming and punching hard to be heard 

You jolted in me into realms yet unknown

Your churned my stomach upside down and up again 

You flipped me into unimaginable levels; for a never new the damage you could cause 

You made me astute to the realism of what life is and can be 

You pushed me into a world, I was not prepared just yet to enter, nor ready to explore 

You drugged me unwilling into specialist areas, I had to disperser without a dictionary, or navigator  

You threw me into a the lion den without a shield  

You pushed me over the edge and propelled me to hung onto the cliff edge without safety ropes  

You left me hanging with no certainties or guarantees

You sold me a deal which I was not prepared for; for there was no return to unwanted package 

I could not return to the unknown or wish you away; for you were here to stay 

I could not close my eyes and open them again; this was not dream and still is not a dream  

You had become my reality and are now my reality 

You are my reality 

Although, you may not afflicted my physical being, you managed to yank every fibre of my being 

I am now awake and astute to you 

For you are now part of my life, my every waking moments to the realism and absurdity of life 
   
CFM 

http://www.cardiomyopathy.org/cardiomyopathy-information/cardiomyopathy-information