Every tear drop becomes valuable
Valuable as gold
It's only takes one second, to awaken to reality until the floods gates open
It only takes one person to say ......."I am waiting for a man who is loveable and friendly as my father to come into my life"
The moment her words ended my reality sunk in- it sunk in deep & cut deep into the bloody core
Realism kicks in, to what is no longer
A love, a memory so vivid
A smile, a laugh so vivid it cuts deep to the core
If only yesterday could be today
Wait a minute, "Dance with my father AGAIN replays yet again, & over and over in my mind like a broken record"
My mind is dazed
My throat cuts deep
Alas I have been released by a ladies wish to meet a man like her father;
A father like you
Little does she know she has released explosive endless flood gates, endless like the river Nile or as you and me envisioned it like Lake Malawi
At last my tears are free to flow, my emotions are free
As joyous as the freedom is to be able to shed a tear and freely cry; I am reminded yet again of reality
Reality is unreal, surrealism is vivid & a comfort
Snapped back into reality- DAMN
Why or why does it hurt so much
Perhaps this is the freedom I was waiting for all along? ?
Thanks to Merlot & the lady for my latest awakening moment , I only wish it was not so bitter sweet
Only wish my dream realty remained surreal and realty stayed away
Again thanks to Merlot 3 glasses full thank you, DAMN you, for awakening me
And lady so jealous, for what you wish for in a father is still alive
And I, I am only am left to dream of what could be
Your smile, YES your smile: ) assures me of the reasons for. And reminds me of the reasons why existence is even more so meaningful.
I am reminded without you there would be no me
Oh boy reality has sunk in- this floetry is because of you. My creativity although skewed is because of you
Therefore love you more
For your existence has allowed for this fluid floetry
You took me everywhere with you from childhood because you wished for me to know you. Now I am intertwined & so deeply woven in you, so much so I can't rip you off neither would I want to. Now what
I have your eyes, your vision
You and only you can translate the imagery I see of your architectural designs
Surrealism right?
You excited for a reason
That' reason I will actualise through your vision & artistry
DAMN now I know why you drunk so much
Creativity is a mind trap
Like the cancer you once alerted me to
I now see you vividly seating in your your golden thrown
Laughing out loud at once that some lady has let my flood gates open
I see you laughing hysterically, and tapping periodically at your golden chair
You are elated that I have let go & let emotions flood in
DAMN
Love You Dad Forever more- R.I.P.
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